I managed to get some more sleep than the night previous, but it still feels like I need more. I just got back from my English class, and everyone, including the teacher, looked like I felt. I did not want to be there at all, i just wanted to get some more sleep. But now I'm back in Kevin's room and have about an hour till I have to go to Latin and take a quiz. Then I'll have about two hours or so till I have to go to Statistics to take a test...It's a quiz, then a test...it's a QUEST! Today is a quest. Then tonight I'll try to get in contact with Jacey. I say "try" only because sometimes when I call I get her voice-mail. Spring break is next week for me, but only for Le Moyne. Apparently Le Moyne fails at understanding seasons.
    But I really do miss Jacey, it really sucks that I won't able to see her at all over the break. I do feel like I'm with the person I was supposed to be with. In reflection of my past relationships, all of my past girlfriends have had some kind of mental problems, or something. Christina had issues with cutting herself, Michelle broke up with me for a gay guy(figure that out), and Paige had clinical depression(though she's doing much better now). And now I'm dating a girl who more or less meets all of the requirements I could ask for: strong moral structure, can handle herself, kind, caring, intelligent,  and  likes my friends.  She has other qualities that i like as well, but those were the big ones. Now I'm not about to go as far as using the word "love" yet. If there's anything I've learned from my past relationships it's not to  so quickly assume I know what love is, because I don't. Or at least i don't know what kind of love it is that I'm looking for. But I do  know i want the kind of relationship that will last.  I've dwelled too much on this...perhaps more later, must study for Latin now...

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